After the Shift
I am not going to say that I'm back again because my life is so hectic that I can never really know. But so much has changed since the shift it's kind of ridiculous. Let me justify why I was MIA... Basically, my values honestly changed so much since I started this blog. I no longer want to simply express myself through clothes but I want to live through my clothes. I've learned so much in the past year about who I am and I know I keep saying that but ever since I started my blog I have evolved greatly. I no longer want to wear my clothes and advertise them but I want to make an actual impact. I WANT TO MAKE MY CLOTHES, and I want to help eliminate the already contaminated fast fashion industry. I want to re-design second hand clothing. And this came to me in the past year. Making my own clothing is I think my calling. And what's crazy is that somewhere deep inside I've always known that but I have suppressed it because I always thought that I would never be good enough to learn. BUT GUESS WHAT, I WANT TO LEARN, AND LIFE IS ABOUT LEARNING. SO I AM GOING TO LEARN TO MAKE MY OWN CLOTHING! But wait there's more!!!!!!!! In the past year I have also decided that I want to do something spontaneous. I live by the quote "YOUR COMFORT ZONE WILL KILL YOU" but man I haven't gotten uncomfortable in so long. SOOOOO MY ASS HAD TO SMARTEN UP IN SCHOOL BECAUSE I AM DOING MY MASTERS IN ITALY. LOL! Nothing in confirmed yet, BUT I am hoping to go to Italy in September 2020 OR September 2021 to do my masters in Fashion Communication because I am sick of being comfortable. I want to go explore, and expand my soul.
SO, you ask WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN? Well, I've been trying to kill it at school, I've been trying to sew, and I've just been letting myself become ME. After THE SHIFT my life really did get better. I went to Europe over the summer, went to Boston in October and I really focused on myself and what I was going to do after I graduate. These photos were taken after my exams in 2018, and this time was so pure and genuine for me. I love my friends, and this day Ninki, Martinki and I went on a day trip where we just chilled and talked about life. BUT like REALLY talked about life, in depth, and what life REALLY means. I love these conversations because they open up my mind and they give me hope that I am truly going to live out my dream. So enjoy my day through Martinki's eyes (she took the beautiful photos).
